hannahtan528
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- Name: Hannah
- Birthday: 1/26/1986
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/15/2008
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Thursday, 02 July 2009
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Long Over Due
It’s been such a long time, since I wrote anything on here. Either I was just too busy, just being lazy, or really had nothing to say. I wanted to write here for a while now, but just being so lazy. Now, I really have something to say. I’ve been going on like these phone chats and like Asian Ave and things like that. At first, I just want to go on to meet someone and get to know them, but lately it hasn’t worked out too good. For instance, I met this 29 year old Filipino on AA and he was just too serious about life and shit and I don’t want a serious guy. Then I met another guy, who was 25. He was just too shady. He isn’t all that cute, but he isn’t ugly either. The thing with him, is that he doesn’t really know what he wants with his life and he feels that he had a real bad life and that he shouldn’t of been born. Then he tells me, that he’s dieing by the age of 35, due to a genetic disorder. I wouldn’t want to be with someone, who is going to die. Anyway, I just gave up on him, because he was being so shady. I would call him and he wouldn’t ever answer and he’d tell me that he’d call me back latter, because he’s just busy at the moment. Then the latter came and he wouldn’t call me. One day, I just texted him and he actually called back and I thought we were cool. After we had talked, he said that he promised he’d call back the next day during his free minutes. The next day came and he just made a bunch of excuses why he couldn’t call, after he promised that he would call. I just was like ok forget it. Then I just kept on going back on AA. I just mainly go on AA, because I’m into Filipinos. Being Filipinos, right there gives a guy in my book a point already and being cute too, it’s like ok that’s it you got it. So I go on AA and I usually look for who’s on at the time and that’s when I see if anyone is interesting. Well, I find someone and he was cute. The thing that really attract me to guys, ever since I had my first boyfriend, was glasses on a guy and I guess he caught my eye. We only talked for about two or three nights and we got along really good. It was like, if he said he’d call latter, he would actually call me. We texted all day yesterday and all day today and I asked him what he was up to tonight and he said that he wasn’t doing anything in the afternoon and so he came over. At first, we were planning for him to come on Tuesday, but for some reason, it became today. At first, I was so nervous, so I was like “Oh maybe you should just come over another day, because I’m going over my cousins”. I really wasn’t going, but I just said it to make up something, but he couldn’t turn around anymore, because he was already in the tunnel headed up my way. When he got here, he texted me and said he was looking for parking and then he was walking. I didn’t see anyone outside and that’s because he parked like two blocks down. When we were just texting, I asked him what he thought about me and he said that I was cute. Then I was like “Just cute”? He did say that he was attracted to me. So when he came over, we were just chilling in the living room kind of watching TV, but not really paying attention. He just started to massage me all over my neck and my back. I did enjoy it a lot. He just kept asking if I was getting tickled. We really didn’t do much, because my brother got home, but honestly, when I walked him to his car, I wish I could of kissed him, but I didn’t. I guess, he didn’t want to either, because the Indian lady across the street kept on looking at us. We just hugged and he left. I called him after, but he said he’d call me back, because he was driving. I did text him, but he hasn’t texted me back as of yet. I dunno. Maybe he’ll call me latter. I hope, he doesn’t change his mind, because I really like him. It’s hard for me to even find someone or date, because I have a daughter now and if I ever do find someone, it’s like their too far, or not my type. I hope, he doesn’t change his mind and that he’s not shaddy like the other guy.
Tuesday, 02 June 2009
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Are You Cool?
What's your definition of being cool? I haven't written here in a while and now I'm writing, because I have something to say. I was at someone's profile and I was looking at their pictures and they also happen to be Filipino, just like me. Anyway, I was looking at their pictures and there was one from a party that they had. OK, here's the thing. I hate, how people sometimes, try so hard to be cool and their not. It was a Filipino party and there were some non Filipinos at the party, which there is nothing wrong with it. The thing that just pissed me off, is that there were one person in particular, she's Spanish/Peruvian and she was acting so hard to be cool, which was very uncool. Someone, who tries so hard to be cool, is just so uncool. I mean, us Filipinos do it too, but they can do it, because it was a Filipino party and it's in our blood and we do it amongst our people. I mean, if you're not cool, then fine and accept it and move on. I'm not hatting against Spanish people, but certain Spanish people are just stingy and they act like their cool, but they can never be cool. I don't know much about Peruvians, but she just tried so hard to be cool, but she's not. I'll admit, there are Filipinos, who always try to be cool too and their not. Please, don't try so hard to be cool, because in doing so, it just makes you look bad.
Thursday, 28 May 2009
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Friday, 01 May 2009
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Saturday, 25 April 2009
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
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Run Away Child
About the kid, he's already 18 and he's ran away many times before, but to a friends house, or someplace close by. He would go to school and not come home. One of the times that he left, he left, because his dad was accusing him of using up the cell phone bill up to $1,000. When he was asked about it, he told his dad, that he allowed his friend to borrow the phone and that his friend used it and not him. When his father checked the records of when he used the phone, it was confirmed, the useaged all happened at night, when he was already home at his room, when he was suppose to be in bed. He left and it was found out, that one of his friend's mother was hiding him at their house. The other times, I don't know why he ran away again. One time, even my dad said, that his father was too much. His father, him, and my dad was in the car one day and his dad was driving him to work. My dad said that he got yelled at, just for how he was styling his hair. Just for a hair style, he got yelled at real bad and punished for it. This time, he ran away, because he lied and said that he was going out and look for a job, so his parents allowed him to go out. He never came back that night. His sister's boyfriend and his him are friends, so she asked him if he knew where he could of been. They had some idea and found out, that one of their friend's mother was hiding him again. Then his father checked his cell phone records and found out that he was texting someone constantly and his mother finally confessed, that one night, she found his phone and someone was texting him and she texted back and pretended to be him. She found out, that it was a girl that he had met online and had never seen in person. She just never told the father, because she knew how the father would react. The cell phone company traced where the phone was being used and it was being use all the way in Virginia and that's seven hours away from here. I don't know exactly how he got there, but at that time he had the money. His mom didn't sleep or eat at all, from worrying so much about him. When she went to work, she was just crying all the time and her co-workers and manager was all worried about her, so they just sent her home. It's even effecting her performance and status at work. Then, he called back last night and said that he wanted to come home, because he has no more money. His father wouldn't wire him some money to go home, because he said, that it's not his problem and that he should find his own way home. In the mean time, his mother just keeps on crying. I'm a mother as well. In my feelings, if my daughter would ever to want to run away, then she can run. I would always be thinking about her too, because I would always be worried, if she's safe or not. I would always be there for her, but I don't know if I would or wouldn't, pick up the mess that she made. I would always make sure that she's alright though.
Friday, 17 April 2009
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Male or Female?
Is she a male or a female? Some people can tell right away, others can’t. she’s a female. She’s a female, who likes females, hence a tomboy. I don’t understand, how girls can like other girls, or guys liking other guys. I’m a girl, who likes guys and that’s how God intended it to be. I was just playing Pet Society on Facebook and I found a player on there. I just added her, because I wanted to add more players and I really thought, that she was a guy. It turns out, that it’s a female, who likes other females. We started talking and I got to like her a lot. I liked her, as someone who I can be with and it’s weird, because I don’t go around like that. The girl in this picture, is Aiza Seguerra. She would have been real cute, if she was a guy. She’s not and she’s a girl. I don’t know. I also have a cousin, that I found, after 18 years and she has a boyfriend. She has told me a lot of things, that she can’t tell her mother. She has a boyfriend and I don’t know how long they’ve been together. She just told me, that she doesn’t like her boyfriend anymore but can’t tell him, because her mom likes him and he’s good to her. I think, if you don’t like someone anymore, you should tell them, because it’s not right. She said, that she doesn’t see herself ever getting married or having any kids. She’s also acts tomboyish. I don’t know what to do, because she’s my cousin and she’s family. If she wasn’t family, then it would have been different and easier. I just don’t understand things like that.
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
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Mahal Na Mahal Kita
Mahal Na Mahal Kita
Sa lahat ay di maari di maaring iwan
Wala ng makakapigil kahit na bagyo man
Pa'no kong ikaw na mismo kusang lilisan
Pa'no ba?
Kung mawalay ka sa buhay ko?
Kung pag ibig mo ay maglaho?
Pano na kaya ang mundo?
Kung sa oras na di ka makita?
Kung ika'y napakalayo na?
May buhay pa kaya to'ng puso?
yan lang ang maari natin sadyang matatanggap...
habang ako'y may buhay...
mahal na mahal kita...
higit pa sa iniisip mo...
oohhh...
Saturday, 11 April 2009
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My Cousin...
My cousin already left yesterday. I wish, she could of stayed a lot longer. There were a lot of things and a lot of places we wanted to do with her. There just wasn’t enough time. She also went to my other cousin, in California, but she only went there for a short period of time. That cousin in California, is also my cousin. She went to her other cousin in New York, but that cousin isn’t related to us. She has an American boyfriend. I’m really not into Americans too much although, my real first crush, was an Italian. My cousin bought a lot of things for people back home. She’ll be home, before the things get there. She can’t bring all the things home, so she just put them in a big box and is sea shipping them. It took her seven huge boxes all together. That’s a lot of stuff! In the process of all this, I actually got to know my cousin/niece. She’s actually my cousin’s daughter and we started talking. When I left the Philippines, I was just six and she was about two. That was such a long time ago, but we remember somewhat, because we have pictures of us together. She and I are a lot different. She likes different things and I like different things too. She’s kind of a tomboy and I’m so girly girl. I hope next year, when my cousin comes back, she can come too. I have so many cousin in the Philippines, but I don’t know most of them, because I left there and I was only six years old. The only cousin that I have here, is from my dad’s side of the family and there is only four. I’m not so close to them though. I have two from marriage, but one’s a jerk, so he’s no longer cousin. One of my cousin here is pregnant and is having the baby around October. I hope, it’s a girl, because my other cousin already has two boys. I would want my baby to have a girl to play with. Me and my cousin in the Philippines, we don’t have a sister and we only have a brother. Since we both wanted a sister and we both have the same last name, we’re sisters now. Heheheh. I wish next year, she’ll be able to come with her mom, so I can have someone to hang with. I have one best friend here and she’s like a cousin too, because her mom and my dad are very close friends and I made her be a godmother to my daughter. Thank God, she’s not really my cousin, because I wouldn’t want his dad to be anywhere close to related to us. She is my best friend though.
