It’s been such a long time, since I wrote anything on here. Either I was just too busy, just being lazy, or really had nothing to say. I wanted to write here for a while now, but just being so lazy. Now, I really have something to say. I’ve been going on like these phone chats and like Asian Ave and things like that. At first, I just want to go on to meet someone and get to know them, but lately it hasn’t worked out too good. For instance, I met this 29 year old Filipino on AA and he was just too serious about life and shit and I don’t want a serious guy. Then I met another guy, who was 25. He was just too shady. He isn’t all that cute, but he isn’t ugly either. The thing with him, is that he doesn’t really know what he wants with his life and he feels that he had a real bad life and that he shouldn’t of been born. Then he tells me, that he’s dieing by the age of 35, due to a genetic disorder. I wouldn’t want to be with someone, who is going to die. Anyway, I just gave up on him, because he was being so shady. I would call him and he wouldn’t ever answer and he’d tell me that he’d call me back latter, because he’s just busy at the moment. Then the latter came and he wouldn’t call me. One day, I just texted him and he actually called back and I thought we were cool. After we had talked, he said that he promised he’d call back the next day during his free minutes. The next day came and he just made a bunch of excuses why he couldn’t call, after he promised that he would call. I just was like ok forget it. Then I just kept on going back on AA. I just mainly go on AA, because I’m into Filipinos. Being Filipinos, right there gives a guy in my book a point already and being cute too, it’s like ok that’s it you got it. So I go on AA and I usually look for who’s on at the time and that’s when I see if anyone is interesting. Well, I find someone and he was cute. The thing that really attract me to guys, ever since I had my first boyfriend, was glasses on a guy and I guess he caught my eye. We only talked for about two or three nights and we got along really good. It was like, if he said he’d call latter, he would actually call me. We texted all day yesterday and all day today and I asked him what he was up to tonight and he said that he wasn’t doing anything in the afternoon and so he came over. At first, we were planning for him to come on Tuesday, but for some reason, it became today. At first, I was so nervous, so I was like “Oh maybe you should just come over another day, because I’m going over my cousins”. I really wasn’t going, but I just said it to make up something, but he couldn’t turn around anymore, because he was already in the tunnel headed up my way. When he got here, he texted me and said he was looking for parking and then he was walking. I didn’t see anyone outside and that’s because he parked like two blocks down. When we were just texting, I asked him what he thought about me and he said that I was cute. Then I was like “Just cute”? He did say that he was attracted to me. So when he came over, we were just chilling in the living room kind of watching TV, but not really paying attention. He just started to massage me all over my neck and my back. I did enjoy it a lot. He just kept asking if I was getting tickled. We really didn’t do much, because my brother got home, but honestly, when I walked him to his car, I wish I could of kissed him, but I didn’t. I guess, he didn’t want to either, because the Indian lady across the street kept on looking at us. We just hugged and he left. I called him after, but he said he’d call me back, because he was driving. I did text him, but he hasn’t texted me back as of yet. I dunno. Maybe he’ll call me latter. I hope, he doesn’t change his mind, because I really like him. It’s hard for me to even find someone or date, because I have a daughter now and if I ever do find someone, it’s like their too far, or not my type. I hope, he doesn’t change his mind and that he’s not shaddy like the other guy.
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Ummmm....getting back into the dating world. I'm happy for you, it's good for you to live a little-even with the lil munchkin. As you said-she comes first, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't "try" to find happiness in the world with someone.
Be mindfull....most guys will warm up to a baby or a child after awhile...but from what my friends say "it's best not to spring it on him as soon as you meet. Give him time to get to know you and you-him. And than if the subject of past relationships come up-it opens the table up for you to share about your child. And again-not make them feel pressured to meet her until they are ready." At least- thats the advice my single friends who had babies pre-marriage say. My one good friend meet this awsome guy when her baby was 2yr's old-got married when he was 3yr's and they've been together for a long time now and so happy. SO it can totally happen....keep trying, and keep being patient.
And I'm so sorry I've been MIA- it's so hard to catch up on everything after being away. (I was in florida for a week-you can read up on my post if your interested in the details) Anyway, between work and home chores and family and catch up with friends I've barly had time to breath- which is why I never called you back.
I'm happy to hear things are going well and I hope things work out with this guy. Definatly keep me posted! *hugs*